Midnight in Paris

Midnight in Paris is a wonderful film and would be fully understood by anyone who lives mainly in their own heads...like me. It is beautifully shot, and totally random and therefore a good old film...watch it.

So today my main problems consist of waiting to start a job that i NEED to start asap as i have NO money. And i know i talk about having NO money quite a lot, but this time it's serious. The other day i actually considered getting one of those payday loans...it's bad times. However, in good news, the annoyance has gone away for a few days, I'm being a bit cryptic about the annoyance as I'm not sure if they read this or not...awkward...although this has lifted my mood...

It's funny isn't it, how you don't realise how low your getting till feel a bit better again...it's a shame that this particular living situ isn't working that well, but i think it's pretty obvious that this combo isn't working. I can't really do anything about it yet, so I'll just have to see how things pan out in the next few months...

oo a song that i really like has just come on the radio, it has clapping in it, can't beat that...lol...you have a listen:

Sound of sunshine:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KqgHosrqJ8o

The people

(apologies for the bad writing of this piece, I am hungover)

Ever since I was a child I have had good friendships with people and what I would describe as bad friendships. this is probably not too dissimilar to everybody else. I'm sure we have all made friendships that  have lasted and ones that haven't. but what I want to talk about here is a certain type of Friend,the sort of unintentional friend. I am a fairly nice person, I give myself a hard time every now and again but fundamentally I am nice. I like meeting new people creating new bonds, and most importantly being friendly. usually i can tell within the first few moments of meeting a person if they are they type of person i  like and could be friends with. these are the people who make me laugh, think, engage and generally just enjoy my time around them. it is great when I find this type of person, they make me happy. However this kind of early niceness means that every now and again I will come across the needy friend, the person who is not particularly funny or interesting but just needs to be around somebody in order to feel validated. I remember as a child having a friend who would come and call at my house and then demand my attention for hours. I can remember very clearly the utter boredom of having to be around this person, but not having the balls to tell them to go away.

As I have become an adult these friendships have become less frequent, however every now and again I will find myself around this type of a person, the person that zaps my energy rather than giving me energy, makes me do all the talking. never comes up with a good plan or idea, and worst of all copies what I do...I know this sounds childish and I should be flattered that someone should wish to copy me...but no. I find it highly irritating, and a bit ridiculous. At the moment with this particular person, I walk the line between just being irritated by them, or mildly tolerating them, and I am currently trying to what spend as much time away from them as possible.

And I thought when I hit adulthood problems like annoying friends would be a thing of the past....yet another wrong assumption I suppose.

*Horse sigh*

blog, blog, blogging cos I'm bored...I am bored and there's very little i can do to combat said boredom due to having nooo money *horse sigh*. I have already been for a run, watched the Olympics, watched the new Jenna Marbles video, watched more of the Olympics, had lunch, opened my graze box which is amazing today...very excited by the contents of that. They've even sent me, carrot cake with a tea bag...my type of company..I've applied for acting jobs, reminded Office angels of my existence and checked if my events job thing has been confirmed...it hasn't.

Oh lordy, I need a hobby, preferably a free one...hmm...I wish i lived somewhere hot and by the sea, as then i could take up swimming in the sea. pff.

Well i suppose, i haven't looked at wowcher yet, that'll take up a few minutes, then i might watch the 'Life of Brian', as i watched a documentary about it last night and it looks brilliant.

Hopefully I'll start work next week, so I'll only have a few more days of boredom....

Shake it out

I am beginning to realise that my twenties are going to be a whole series of feeling as though things are totally up in the air...or in fact maybe life in general will be a feeling of things being up in the air. However, most people know what they are doing on a day to day basis, i do not. This week has been spent going to training and inductions for a series of new temporary jobs. They consist of working in a nursery and events staff. So i am still trying to figure out the temp work thing and how that matches up to the acting thing. I'll keep you posted...

I am loving the Olympics, I am currently watching showjumping while writing this. I think it's been amazing and i have really enjoyed it being in England, and watching the different sports. also the Olympic stadium looks wicked.

I think my holiday did me quite a lot of good, I am feeling a lot calmer at the moment. The flat is still a little claustrophobic, but it should only feel that way for a few more weeks as then people will have stuff to do, so it shouldn't be sooo stifling.

Also, i did a bit of Yoga today...I did not realise how unfit I was until I attempted exercise today...any who I'm going to try and do a little bit everyday and hopefully I'll get both fit and healthy...lol

and to finish here's a bit of Florence:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WbN0nX61rIs