Feelings

Today, I arrived back in Romford. Not entirely successfully. I pretty much cried all the way back on the train, then cried again this evening, Throughout the whole of a Christmas carol. And why? well who knows. I think it was a combination of not wanting Christmas to be over, not wanting to go back to romford and do temping jobs again, and being a bit over tired. Also I find this time of year quite difficult, we as a family have had a few very bad late Decembers/early Januarys, and if truth be told, I am a bit afraid of leaving everybody at this time. I hope all will be well this year, but I have a bad feeling, hopefully I am wrong and all will be well...