Cosmos

I hate it when things that feel so very right turn out to be quite wrong and underwhelming. There are some things that we want so badly the fabrication of a reality becomes more real than the actual thing. There are some things that no matter how much we study, how much we think we know, how much effort we put in, or how much money we pay, they are simply in the lap of the gods. They are a feeling shared and that can not be created, it is already in exisistence in the cosmos. You can only believe that it will come...and god i hope it comes.