My mind has flown away leaving my body on earth. Again. I can't relax I'm edgy, bored and snappy. My mind is so far removed from reality. I need to get away, and play a few things out in actual reality. I hate waiting, I want to do it all NOW. However at least impatience allows me to know what I want. What I really want.
I can't stand people asking me about what I'm doing at the moment. I want to say "just filling in time, till I can start my life properly". But I end up trying to make it sound worthwhile. Oh god I wish people would just go away. I hate it when I get like this. Restless. So annoying. Truth be known I need a break from myself. Weird for me to say that, especially as I am someone who needs so much personal space. But right now, I want to be with anyone but me. someone save me.
Pamun.
Sarah - I shall gladly go for coffee if you fancy a little break from yourself :) Catch up will be nice and I totally understand you don't need to justify why you choose or don't choose to take a little time out.. x
ReplyDeleteOh cheers Tanya. yeah a coffee would be lovely. let me know when your next around. xxx
ReplyDeleteThe week in between Christmas and New Years I'm as free as a bird! Let me know?
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